sublimegirl209

You are my blood I see myself in your face But only from afar For I am not allowed to see it in person I just want to hug you again And let you know that I miss you, sister I wish I could be there for you But circumstances have kept us apart For selfish reasons and ulterior motives Which stem from greed and bad intentions You’ll understand when you are older I hope you read this and see how much I care And know that I would never abandon you I wish I could explain why we can’t see each other But sooner or later you will find out the real reason It’s not my place to put people in a bad light But what they d

Yesterday I looked into a mirror Saddened by my reflection My skin is so pale It almost looks translucent I began to cry… My eyes have lost their color! Once blue like the ocean Now as grey as death As if the life has been Completely drained from them My head falls to my hands… I can clearly see my veins As blue as my eyes should be With all the toxins I ingest I'm surprised I'm living I curl into a ball… Shame is what I feel How did I get like this? How could I lose myself? And become a pessimist? I let out a scream of agony… I feel lost I feel hopeless I feel scared I feel emptiness I let out a

Nobody said this would be easy, Saying goodbye is always hard There's no way to prepare for it, I know it will leave me deeply scarred You raised me to be strong To stand up for what is right To stand up for others And never back down from a fight But now I have to be strong for my sister's And I have to be strong for you I've dreaded this moment all my life And all the pain were going through Although Time seems cruel at times It did create our memories and Captured them through photos It helps me to look back to a Time less complex, less complicated A puts a tearful smile on my face Knowing that one day I'll see your face